Back home now... morning headed to clementi to find JH and Zb to sun tan (: but end up no sun... ARRRR!!! Fish~~~ so decided to take a dip or swim.. but aft awhile, it rained.. ): so went up, showered and left ardy. den headed to KFC to have my lunch..hahas. den it is still early. but still headed to Bishan with JH.. he hesitated whether to go not, but in de end he still go, cos he is able to see his gf lahs~~~ LOL.. den reach thr oso dunno wad to do, so wanted to go to arcade and play de basketball mahcine, den it was stupid and dumb lah..JH was wearing his sec sch pants, den the person saw and dun let him go in.. stupid lahs.. it is a sunday and JH is ardy in poly and 18 yrs old le lahs..zzz.. stupid!! so didnt get to play.. waited to PW to come and we went to bishan library to slack..hahas. we watch movies when pw went home to take her laptop..hahas.. i left at around 4plus and headed to cousin's house.. it is her birthday party..hahas... played, ate,drink and sleep..LOL.. i slept thr 4 a while..cos i m tired..ROFL!! i drank alot too. my xiao gu was abit high lah..LOL.. siao de..but i was fine..LOL.. i drank more and i can hold my liquor well..muhahas..
i m lazy today, so didnt do much weights, so i m gonna do double on tuesday....LOL.. dream = nice biceps and chest :D off to sleep soon aft my hair is dry.. Thanks JH for ur company today..LOL.. i noe u r concern, but it is has alrdy past. i dun wish to bring it up anymore and there are many better things in life such as U and many more.... (= off to sleep soon.byes....

Labels: no matter how i laugh, the back then laughter is nvr seen le.

A small pouch to put mp3 to go with my new bag..matching colours :D

My new medium size Bagman apple green coloured bag~LOL..Unique colour and is not crumpler..is bagman de (=

My small size messenger bag (=


Out with family today~~~ had lunch buffet at holiday inn hotel.. de food not so nice lahs.. LOL.. den went to Charles and Keith Warehouse Sale.. WAHS~~~ Super many ppl lahs~~~ Is hell lots of people lahs~~~ Need queue up to go in de warehouse oso.. den so many ppl and i wearing jeans oso.den is super hot!!! end up, my mummy nvr buy anything. -.- make us queue and wait so long lahs~~~ but nvrm..cos it is worth de wait..LOL.. next up is bagman sale..hahas.. and i end up buying two bagman's messenger bag.. same design as crumpler but not same brand.. crumpler is simply too common in my school and many people using.. but bagman is less common..hahas.. somemore de colour i took is unique lahs..so can cfm no one have de same as me..(= I m going sun-tanning tml.....hahas.. tan skin tone is nice~~~byes...





Cheer up a little after watching Jay Chou's worldtour concert..thks to JH for lending me the disc. Seriously, by listening to Jay's songs, i can cheer up.  (: So headed to Newton Food centre aft school with JH,ZB, PW, HM and samantha.. Ate bbq seafood for dinner. drank two bottles of beer, but ended up oni two cups, got ppl stole my drink..LOL.. Den samantha left 1st, while we carry on eating. Ate finish and left..We went separate ways.. ZB took bus from a stop, Jh send PW home and me and Hui min bus-ed to tampines. Watched the concert again in the bus.. den alight at tamp safra and take 21 home. saw marvin in bus.. den reached home, do some weights, off to bath.. tired~~ Byes..





I' m freaking moody..
Just no mood for school
:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(





Hohoho~~ Went shopping jus now at bugis street (: hahas.. bought some clothes.. 1 button shirt, 1 tank top and a skinnies again..HAHAS.. with greyton.. he hor~~ Like girl shop de..super slow.. try here try thr.. try jeans le.. de eyes suddenly fly to button shirt...den try de button shirt together..super funny lah..den ask alot of comments, i machiam his gf like dat..hahas. den he end up buy a button shirt instead of a jeans which he planned to buy..hahas. den he super slow lah.. make me so so so hungry lor. den he still go other shops see..hahas. i saw at bugis junction, got NUM.... i saw de flip flops got my size!!!! :D  so gonna get them when i got de money as well..ROFL!!!  den cabbed down to pasir ris to eat xin wang :D i ate baked rice and greyton eat soy sauce chicken noodle + extra noodles..hahas..i say i treat him..den he order somemore..LOL..but is got coupon lor.. 1 for 1 main course..hahas.. i treat him drink oni~ hahas..den he keep thanking me (: walked home together with him..talk and chat all de way... LOL.. tell me some stuffs abt him..hahas.. he is quite nice person aft talking to him..LOL.. Yawns~~~ Sleepy sia.. so i m gonna stop here..hahas.. Nites (=





Cognitive is bored today!!! Realism and Anti-Realism~~ didnt have mood to study today, cos i think i will not do so well in UT3 of science, cos i couldnt complete in time..Argh~~ But at least something cheer me up again..I get my 6th A and 3rd straight A in a row for science.. LOL..jus loving science now with the grades i m getting..hahas. 6 As out of 11 problems (: today many of cliques was partial, so left very few..after school oni left me, JH,PW and amanda.. it was so little lahs..zzz.. but me and JH left class aft presentation..cos i didnt have mood to stay in class so i jio him too~~~LOL.. meet up aft ppt and we slacked in school till PW and amanda finish as well. We bus-ed to interchg and i go home, amanda go meet her bf and JH and PW jiu 度过二人世界 le..LMAO!!!! today another day off for gym..LOL.. gonna sleep early as have been very tired for these past few days,, woke up at 5.30am everyday, den cnt go back to sleep..stoning on my bed till 6.10am before prepare to go school. -.- Slept on bus from woodlands to tamp ystdy and today.hahas... tired mahs~~~ home early these few days as had my dinner at home..LOL...i m good boi..~~~ Yawns~~ stop here le.. feeling the fatigue and yawns coming le...LOL.. have been hearing Jay Chou's music for many days le..yet i m not getting bored of all his songs since year 2000.hahas.. i jus love his songs lahs~~~ Good nites...





I m here wasting my time in class now......muhahahas..cos i dunno how to do today's problem..It is computing and it is VB codes which i m seriously not interested and it is not important in my course, so i dun give a dam~~ Woots~ one more week of VB codes before it is maths again, which is at least what i can do and score at least better den VB codes...... Hais~  Can school faster end and den i go pass a day of stupid VB codes?~~~~





Will you pls just shut up??
I'm Sick of all ur nonsense and crapping le!!!


I have to face those shit man!!!Why cant u just be quiet and let me be in peace, just for once..PLease!! I will be very happy le..thks... Another B to add to my grades -.- when is another A coming? zzz.. fast fast pls.. Jus finish RJ.. day off for weights~~ hais~~~ 我不想一个人的，但却能怎么样？~~~~~ U had the choice and the right to made a decision, no one can stop u..follow ur heart... pls dun deceive urself~~~~ Nothing is impossible~~~ IMY ):





Today is science module, it looks,sounds easy..yet during 3rd meeting which is now, during my ppt jus now, de facilitator ask some difficult quesstions. He say he dun understand the image or diagram in my slides, so i explain many many times, den he get it, dunno is he stupid or i dunno how to explain.zzz..ROFL~~ today, somehow felt tired, jus dun feel like speaking, but i dun wanna affect the people around me,so i jus spoke lor. and some stupid jokes da make ppl laugh.. yawns~~~ Sleepy~`gonna sleep in bus ltr.. woots~ got money le.. thanks da-gu~~~LOL.. thanks for helping me 度过难关..hahas.. say until i like so ke lian..actually not so ke lian..LOL.. faster holidays please~~ i need a break frm studying..jus tired and fatigue from alot of things.. should i do it or not???carry on or stop and forget??? Please someone guide me~~~~ Argh~~ Grades are not good le.. A grades are dropping.. de facilitators de keyboard oni left with Bs and belows le.. one week get 1 A, 3 Bs and 1 miserable F.. at this rate, my gpa will drop... zzzz.. Delvyn, Pls improve!!~~ Bye, listen 6p den meet peers and than home sweet home..byebye..:D





Weekend are over soon..in a few more hours le.. :( but it is okay..school starting tml and i m financially tight for this week. gonna be a new month, so i m getting my allowance le..so i got money le!!it is gonna be miserable without money to spend on x'mas season..LOL.. faster finish this term and get on with nxt yr..cos cos, i wanna learn driving next yr!!!woots~~~ hope the rule dun chg to 21 yrs old than can register.. den need wait until i finish NS!!!zzz.. My x'mas wishlist is gonna be long..but my mum is not gonna give me money to buy things, so i think i need to get a job, but the is no job for me now!!! at least let me earn some cash to enjoy de festive seasons holidays!!LOL.. pls god!! throw some moeny frm the top!!

Ystdy went out, cos i felt so sian staying at home!!! Went vivo with Zb, meet hui min and grace. Den walk walk.. headed to Queensway to get my t-shirts which are here aft 2 weeks. LOL.. but one peice has stop producing, so i got to make do with 2 pieces oni..sadded!! deone whihc i couldn't get is the one i love most!! ): It is okay!!LOL.. den headed to suntec city's kbox.. sang from 6pm-9pm!! cos i want to sing!! and sang many many Jay Chou's songs..!!! best of the best!! Jay Chou is de best taiwanese singer!!! :D... after dat, headed home le!!LOL.. reached home, did some weights and off to shower and sleep!! orh orh~~~~zzz.. today stayed at home whole day!! cos no money go out.. use com almost de whole day..did nothing!!LOL.. back to sch tml!!byebye...hope sch will be fun lahs!!! (:





Life is in topsy turvy now.. Full of ups and downs.......

To: JH, i have thought before, but do u think it is still possible? Guess is too late le.. have no more courage, maybe would not have this chance anymore...hais...
feel emo sometimes this week, moodswing period is here again. sometimes will get emo and then keep quiet. nothing to talk and jus wanna listen to some music. :\ Dun wanna feel like this de..): but it jus cannot be helped... jus wanna numb myself and forget about anything, so to numb myself, i jus carry weights and train myself. it is tough, so i will force myself to complete it everyday, but the best thing is it will tire me out, numb my arms and make them shiver to the extent, even shivering or straining or pain, i jus carry out, the pain i feel is nothing compared to the one inside me which has not been gone yet.. so long yet unforgettable... i jus cant keep promises, i always break the promise i made to myself. Maybe i need more time.. signing off now..





Back to blog aft kind of a long time.LOL.. got another A for science again!!LOL.. happy bahs.but cnt be too arrogant, cos for 10 weeks of science, i get 5As le..hehe.. but UT is not so good lahs..so oni make my GPA to average bahs..LOL.. but is okay de lah.think can go up to yr 2.. holiday is coming!!quick quick!!! ystdy was computing, i hate computing so i get an F after was partial for class..): but i dun care..cos i think i will get C grades or worst starting from next week. it will help oni a little bit..cos i ardy get 2 F for this module, my other module is nice nice de..oni computing sucks!! cos i hate it!!muhahahas.lucky my course no need computing de!! (=. today was cognitive, it was manageable bahs..still can do though a little confusing uh... Tml there is UT..meaning have to get up alittle earlier to reach sch earlier..sian-ed!!! F.Y.I : i was nominated by Zhi Bing for the POSB Everyday award.. a prestigious sports award which i think machiam oso have no chance to win...ROFL~~~ goona do rj now!!byebye..











Weekends are over soon in a few hours.. LOL.. Ystdy was bballing at sun plaza the whole day. LOL.. Zhi Bing, Jian Hao, Wei Yi and Jian Ping from the west side came over to east side too~~LOL.. den den.. JH and his "girl' went off 1st..LOL.. den left ZB alone.coa wei yi and Jian ping went off 1st.. So i pei ZB go eat at tampines S-11.den was sitting thr for almost an hour lah..waiting for hui min and hui yi.. den went to chill at hui min hse thr.. Drank alcohol once again..but it was light de..bacardi spirit..hahas. den aft drinking one cup.. i went to play de fitness corner de stuffs alone.. and they said i was drunk -.- i was talking crap and den doing stupid actions.hahas..but i was jus bored..not drunk.. Serious!! Headed home early.around 9plus.. cos i was ardy tired and legs were tired.. but poor ZB still had to travel back to Jurong East...LOL... even though i was tired.. i still carried weights..but light one as i just injured my triceps de nite before..zzz.. overstrain.. ppl saying me dat i have overworked.. but i dun think so lor..zzz.. hais.. hope it will get better and i can resume bahs.. today was resting at home!!muhahas. went out for dinner at bendermeer with grandma and back home now.. still tired.. gonna recuperate ltr..LOL.. school's starting tml... holiday faster come!!! at least can enjoy for a few weeks..

The words are already written on the wall, but u chose not to read it, what can i do?






Hope Determination and Hardwork will pay off!!!


This is what i did for weights :

Biceps :
Concentration Curls ( 12 Rep x3)
Biceps Curls ( 12 Rep x3)
Hammer Curls (12 Rep x3)
Incline Bicep Curls (12Rep x3)

Triceps :
Lying Triceps Extension ( 6 Rep x3)
Overhead Triceps Extension (6 Rep x3)

Forearms :
Wrist Curls (6 Rep x3)

Chest :
Benchpress with dumb bells ( 6 Reps x3)

Arms shivering after doing all these!!
It is hard work,but it is all worth it!!
Hope to see my effort paid off with good results!!!~~~
Delvyn JIAYOU JIAYOU~~~~

-----------------MAY BABY -----------------
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and
Highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.
Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings.
Beautiful physically and mentally.. Firm Standpoint.
Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex.
Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to
Dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.
Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good
Imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves
Literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike
Being at home. Restless. Not having many children.
Hardworking. High spirited.

This is me!!!(=

Slack at cwp de BK after sch..hahas.. slack till 7plus like dat bahs..den go home le.reach home abt 8.30pm..so late le..hahas. went home ate dinner again after eating at BK le. HAHA.. den aft dinner rest awhile jiu carry weights le..oni carry lightweight today..cos i m late le..hahas. 9plus le den hvnt bath.. hvnt do RJ all dat.. so i dun wan so early sleep aft having so little sleep de nite before..dun wan tell why.LOL..ltr kena scolded by some ppl..ROFL!! and i did many many RJs today..hahas.. 1 for talk de.1 for my today de module and one for somebody..de somebody owe me a favour le!!LOL.. amanda. u owe me one!!LOL... at last my hard work is seen by someody..hahas. somebody say i become more fitter le..LOL.. so i m happy lah... i got more determination and motivation and confidence to train even harder!! LOL.. hahas.. There is maths UT(useless or understanding test?) tml..1st UT i get a B+..so next one is ??? Next week,tuesday is my worst fear.. VB codes.. i hate VB codes.!!! it sucks.. i dun understand a single thing of it..i m gonna fail my UT3 and UT4 if there is VB codes in it..SIANX!!! Off to my sleeping "nest" le.. byebye..nites nites.. sweet dreams myself!!!

PS: some people say they trust me..xD..LOL..





I'm in class currently having 3rd meeting.. Was supposed to listen to people presenting, but guess what i doing, listen music in one ear and blog surfing with one hand and chatting on msn with one hand...hahas. multi-tasking..:D Yawns~~~ LOL.. listening to people presenting is really bored..cos we are presenting on the same thing..haahs.. but the faci dun seem to get bored de..LOL.. Went for my course de module selection de briefing.. So year 2 sem 1, the modules are ardy being selected by the sch..so no need worry so much le. But yr 2 will have pp le.. sian..is a very hassle thing to do lor..my yr 2 frens oso complain is a ma fan thing to do..hahs. but before yr 2 start, i m gonna enjoy my holidays..plus earn money through working. without money or having less money is very suffering and torturing.hahas.have to watch what i eat,spend on.. cnt buy things on my wish list!! sian.it will be as long as ever.. zzz.... going home aft school with de usual people? maybe bahs...bye..





Back to school today aft a short rest during the weekends... hahas.. muscle aching on my upper body!!! trying to train my upper body...(: Den aching lah.but is worth it de!!! LOL.. today i woke up late and made alot of ppl wait for me..hahas. sorry to those who had to wait for me uh~~LOL.. Today was science lah.. It was so busy lah..de work was tedious and need lots of understanding... so i had no time for lunch,no time for game and worse of all, watch de last episode of 篮球火. End up watching in on de bus while on de way home.. it was nice and exciting..but the ending not very nice lahs.. machiam no ending like dat. de final duel became a draw..zzz.. no fun de!! but aft watching de show, got de super feeling of playing bbal lor.. ROFL!! but i didnt. hahas... Dunno what drama to chase now aft 篮球火 have ended.. zzz.... but i shall go explore tml :D. Weights training time..byebye..

能不能给我多一次再爱你？但我却感觉的害怕，害怕又被伤害。 也有那矛盾的感觉。
谁可以教我着么做？）：





Ystdy went to the west side for some activities.. Sun-tan,bbal and pool. LOL.. and it didnt turn out well for me..zzz..wanted to sun tan--but no sun.. play bbal, got no form,no shooting touch. played pool, didnt had luck and form. ended up lose to JH and i got forfeit to do..zzz... DAMM!

I wanna download the new Smackdown vs raw 2009 psp game.but de dl is so slow!!!zzz... i wanna play lah!!!! wait till nxt week when almost all de game addicts have dl finish den i dl bahs.zz..-.-

I m dead beat now.. aching from head to toe. didnt listen to Zb advice and not to carry weights aft such a tired day..but i still did!! :) Determination will help me get what i wan!! :D Take a short nap~~~





Woots~ headed down to marina today!!! and i drank Jack Daniel's Cola Whiskey again. HAHAS. it taste nice loh.. love it somehow!! sososososo i drank 1 and a half bottles of it..hahas. best of all!!! :D no drunk!!! i m awake and sober.. not even face red..cos i m pro!! ROFL.. den train back home with Hui min.. walk home frm interchg.. took me 5 mins compared to ystdy 25-30 mins due to emo-ness!!LOL.. today felt better. (: Sleeping soon le!!tired.... Tml i m going for a sun bath at clementi swimming complex with my two xiong di!!!(= lol.... Tanned + Nice Bod is my target!!! 2 yrs down de road is what will become of me in the best figure!! hahas. isit too early to dream?? LOL.. SLEEPING TIME is precious!!! ZZZZ..

Anyway, sorry huimin, i m sorry if i sounded harsh or offensive. some stuffs are not meant to be spoken, but i jus cnt keep it in my own for too long. It is for the own good of everybody!!! Yeah~~~ Sorry uh~~~ =)






[PSP] Smackdown VS Raw 2009 (featuring ECW) is released.


The latest wrestling game for PSP consoles is released. Updated rosters and new gameplay..Here are the links for download :
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Part 2 : http://www.megaupload.com/?d=27K08LER

Enjoy!





A emo post~~~~Many things struck my mind on that day and wild thoughts have been running thru my head the past few days.jus cnt help thinking. hais. i guess i m paranoid just like a girl -.- I kinda of feel that i have no more goals in my life. a helpless soul jus flowing in and out of sch without learning anything. it jus sucks now~~~ Sunday got a f**king big lecture from my parents. They lecture me and said many things that is like i live in this world for no meaning. they say my attitude, my behaviour sucks all dat. talk to them like wan fight all that.... my dad even said something that really hurt me and makes me think and wonder lor. he said :" u(me)) go think why ur gf break up with you(me)?" is like fuck lor!!! at dat moment i really did wonder.. up till now i m still thinking and reflecting on myself. sadist~~~~


One more thing.. i guess i have lost alot of things in poly... compared to sec sch, i really missed those days, seriously...... Family, Close Friends, Brothers.. all gone since i came into poly. life being turned topsy-turvy. Jus dunno why these thoughts appear but it is really making my distracted. jus plunging myself into computer games and weight training. jus dunno why i would be so into weights training lahs.. but will try to make a better build den now bahs...

All these horrifying thoughts changing my lifestyle!!! tot of drowning myself in alcohol, but will it kill all problems, it will not.. alcohol is jus a temporary pill to forget the problems. the next day, it is still there and it will be worse.... when willl everything stop??????????????????????????????





Sick since monday nite. but still made my way to school on tues. becos got UT.. but went home aft UT.. den in de nite still went for a wedding dinner.. make me tired and a like not feeling well loh.. so nvr go sch today. hahas. slack at home and play games and sleep. hehe.. back to school tml.. got UT again..zzz.. SIAN!!!Argh.. my billabong slippers and a pair of converse sneakers was stolen lars!! FUCK the person or grp who stole it.!! hope they fall down and knock down by car while wearing my shoes!!!:D

Is time able to roll back

Reminscing the old and sweet memories








TODAY was the 1st day of school. LOL. but still in holiday mood luhs.. so didnt had the mood to study.. smoked thru my way in class today for science. hehes. aft school, JH,ZB,Huimin and Peiwen went to catch a movie at Yishun. They watched Rec. while me, aman and saman went home. cos we are guai kia!!LOL.. back home and didnt feel well. stomach was aching the whole nite. dunno wads de problem.hais. but try to suppress the pain by going to sleep early and which is now. I jus finish my home-based gym-ing.LOL. now off to sleep i go. tml there is Ut. So i need wake up early.byebye.





Went SHOPPING ystdy with JH and ZB.. Headed to Jurong East to meet ZB and boarded a bus to Queensway Shopping centre. went to see bbal shoes 1st.. the new adidas shoes for this season are out. but wunt be able to buy, cos i hardly play bbal le. sobx. den went 2nd floor to see see. saw clothes and many many nice clothes lahs.. wanted to buy, but too many to chose le.hahas. and need save money too. so cannot any how spent.. in the end,i oni both a khakis and a basketball shorts. my wish list/shopping list is still long.hahas. when will i ever buy finish.zzz.
ANyway,tml, back to school le. so fast... but long holiday is coming school, so,so,so nevermind!! :D Sleeping time in such a good weather.byebye.