Gd morning bloggy, woke up kind of early today or should i say couldn't sleep well. Something bad happen ystdy. but anyway, thks hui min to accompany me to talk last nite lahs.hahas. jus wanted to be happy, but somehow feel not right somewhr in my body,guess it is my heart bahs, but i ardy try not to think abt it since it is ardy over, i guess i should move on. Ltr going to have a pool buffet with louis and manton to play till shuang?! HAHA.. but we are meeting up lor. even though manton is in same sch as me and i meet him almost every morning? dun think we should meet up oso,LOL, but is a sec class gathering for we 3 boys bahs. The 3 boys dat cut botak together and had fun together.lol. stop here bahs. wil update aft dat bahs. xD.

Labels: Trying not to think about it.

Thunder by Boys Like Girls






Ystdy was the RP biathlon thingy. den ended around 8pm. Den until 9pm den release bahs. go stuffs to do. Den aft dat, went to de kopitiam to eat with JH and ZB korkor..LOL.. Drank beer with them too. Then there was a basketball court thr with ppl, so we played 1 match and of cos we won. We beat the China people.LOL.. We won because thr was me playing quoted by Jian Hao de. ROFl~ He think so highly of me le. Den reach hm around 11plus.. watched tv and waited for ur msg till around 12plus. holding my handphone to reply ur msg immediately... So slept around 1am.

Today woke up, and my parents suggest we head to Ehub! to have mac breakfast and saw some F1 engineers & marshalls for the Singapore GP. headed home aft breakfast. Sleepy and slack around till 5plus den went for dinner le. Went to collect my sis's spectacles and i had a eye check as well. Hais, i m closer to short-sighted le. was perfect eyesight de. but now sometimes see words will blur blur de. so dunno wad to do.zzz.

These few days was deep in thinking of so many things.... ystdy while heading to sch, i took 858 from seletar instead of 168 to sch. 858 head to yishun 1st den woodlands. was hoping i could see u at yishun, but u weren't there le. while the bus drove pass yishun, i remember many happy memories spend with u thr. when i can ever get those happy memories back in the present.?! I guess i know what it feels now to want to cherish something after losing it. i can even felt ur tone differently in ur sms. there was no more de laughter in ur sms like the previous times.
I'm currently hanging in mid-air, trying to dunk the ball and win the game. But there is another choice is to drop back to the ground while holding the ball which is a foul and a turnover which cause me to lose the game. Of cos i dun wan to lose!! Never wanna lose the girl i LOVE.. Being alone and helpless is really terrifying.......I LOVE you, I swear!





Many things happen today and many is all unpleasant. So i dun wish to talk abt it.zzz. these few days had been having moodswing. But thanks to my caring friends, i felt better throughout the day. I had many wonderful friends who care about me and being my listening ear. Thanks guys, specifically manton(my wonderful bro and bestie since sec sch), hui min,ee chian, amanda and samantha.Oh yeah, 1 more, siva, Thanks guys. i really appreciate it. Haven been busy too. busy with the rp biathlon stuffs. Sending emails here and thr and tml would be the day to end it all. I guess it would be appreciated bahs. Planning for a long holiday. But tml's module, i had missed 1 lesson le, so if i missed 1 more, i won't have enuf to use for the yr end de. HAHAS. So still going to school tml and planning not to go sch for a long weekend.HAHAS...

i have decided to join RP's basketball team soon. I suddenly had to urge to go play basketball again and for school and competitions. How i wish the old sec sch days would come back for me to enjoy. I miss playing with my old team mates and brothers who had great team work with me. How i wish time can turn back. I rather be in the past rather than now. My basketball "career"c ould flourish. My happy and sweet days with my gf and many more!!
Wanna cry out loud but i held back my tears.
I have really missed out alot of things and overlooked them.
I'm feeling very miserable inside out.
How do i solve it now?
I'm L.O.S.T
I'm losing my thoughts,thinking hard of wad to do!

Labels: Are we not meant to be...

I reallie do not know what to do now!
My mind is in a daze now!!
How long can i hold on?
Can I not think about it?
I'm really scared now!
I LOVE YOU! I really do!!x3






Grades are sucky in school. lazy in class, surfing net. Not even interested in class for tis past few days. My mind has been drifting around. Dunno wad i m doing oso. Not interested in sch, not interested in exercise!! God~ Help me pls. Get me back on track.!!!! Slacking around will not get me anyway. It is the different me since i came into poly!! A super different Delvyn. dunno which delvyn i like better.. zzzz. feeling very tired almost everyday, yearning for weekends to come soon so i can sleep till late!! everyday plan to sleep early, but i always fail to sleep early. the earliest i sleep would be 11pm. cos i would delay and delay. But i wan to go sleep soon. So is a big bye!!!

Ur welfare is important to me!X3





Just woke up from my weekend sleeps.HAHAS.. It is so tiring to study in school and when my sch is at de north(woodlands) But have fun in sch and aft sch. It is jus the journey back home is tiring.LOL. Let's talk abt ystdy. Ystdy was science and the problem was freaking hard plus de faci was sucky. So xia lan den ask so many questions and criticise all our presentations which i find it stupid. Take so much of our time and in the end we get lousy grades though he say it was good presentation all dat. Freak! After class jiu went to play bbal with Manton,ZB and JH. played played played. I found myself deproving. No improvements. No training = LOusy le!!! Hais. Lazy to go training. Den aft playing till around 7plus, went to cwp eat ichiban sushi with manton,Hui min and hui yi. HAHAS. I had to do my rj thr bcos i think by the time i reach home, it will be late and i would be tired le.Haha. So before my food come, i finish my rj all dat le. Den can eat in peace. LOL. den while eating we discuss abt opening a chalet during de coming holidays.LOL.decide who to call all dat.hahas. but think it is still far away, so nvr cfm all de discussion lor.LOL. den bus-ed home on 168 and chg to 39 with hui min.LOL reach home quite early, aroung 10plus. Bathed, watched tv and slp le!!hahas. Today shld be resting and slacking at hm bahs.ROFL!

I beginning to like BLG songs(Boys Like Girls). NICE!!LOL.





School is getting more tougher now. Had problems understanding the modules now.hais. wonder how i will do this sem?! but for now, still at least getting the average grade of B bahs.

Other than sch, i would wanna exercise. training and basketball!! so tml i m gonna play bbal. Muhahahas!!!

i wanna hug u tight! Would you hug me tight too!?X3





Jus came back from a 3km jog. argh.. is so dumb,i ate before i jogged.zzz. cause me cannot run so much and my timing is freaking slow lor. and i got bitten by mosquitos. LOL.. Den cannot train my upper body by carrying weights. cos my right hand is injured de previous time i carried weights and my hand overstrained. den whenever i "kag" jiu pain..zzz.. thus oni did some lower body exercise. did squats to train my jumping ability. cos i wanna dunk by the end of this yr. almost dunking le..so must work hard jus to dunk!!Muhahahas. Awaiting the arrival of that day. but before the day comes, i need to work hard and train myself. LOL.

Hmm. i have been trying different types of wax,clay,gel and mud for styling hair. I used finish all Gatsby's moving rubber wax. i find all the different waxes gave out different outcomes and different looks. But de cons is it leaves alot of oil in the scalp, hard to wash away de wax.but it lasts long..hahas.the position stays in thr. Gel will leave alot of oil,dust in ur hair.Yet strong holding power. I find clay and mud better still. But not recommended for thin and fine hair. Cos clay and mud needs to apply on dry and thick hair to give de wave and style. for those with fine and thin hair, it is not possible to style. ROFL!! L'Oreal gives good styling power, long lasting and good wave to its hair. be it wax or gel. but it is expensive and will waste alot of the solution. cos it comes in tube and when pressed, alot will come out, it is very hard to control hw much u wan. so will need to buy new 1 very fast~ hahas.
One more thing is dun ever buy and use Gatsby hairdye. cos it is very hard to go off when u wan dye another colour. When dyeing ur own hair, dun leave it for too long. the max is 20 mins, as it will spoil ur hair. HAHAS. told by a hair stylist which helped me do my colour for my hair. LOL.
gonna do rj now. so bye!!


i miss you lots.dun you feel the same?





I'm back blogging. okays. today got monday blues, cos it is computing..!!! i dun like computing since sem 1. didn't get good grades for it and duno wad is all de codes for and does.ROFL!! Thus i dislike maths & computing since den. so didnt participate in today's problem. I was surfing the net the whole time and watching lan qiu huo e.p 8. Lan qiu huo is nice, worth waiting and watching. LOL.. i was surfing for the specs and price all dat of the ipod touch, cos heard the 2nd gen is out and is cheaper den de 1st gen by a whole lot of $100+..tot of buying..but my creative zen mp4 oso not even half yrs old. so dun think will buy bahs. spent on other stuffs better. hahas. den time past fast when i doing crap stuffs. went to find hui min aft sch at her class to take new songs to listen. cos bored of my songs le.hahas. den went to cwp find manton, saman at mac. den we walk walk around,manton bought his mouse while i bought a philips earphone for my mp4. hahas. den went home aft dinner.. had to take 168(forced to) and then forced not alight at tampines instead of seletar to chg my bus 39. i had to take bus 81 and go 1 whole round..zzz.but nvrm lahs. had fun bitching abt with the two gals..saman and hui min.hahas. hais. awaiting holidays to come...LOL

i miss you lots baby!





HAPPY 5 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!!
I LOVE YOU ALWAYS!!X3





Friday, 12/09/08 : Didnt meet dear to go sch today. Cos i was late and i couldn't get on to the bus twice.zzz.sch was per normal. then went to have dinner with dear after school. went to play pool at OCC aft dat. Played till around 9 plus. then send dear home and cab home le.

Sat: 13/09/08 : Woke up around 9 plus. Did nothing de whole morning. then shower at abt 11 plus. cos going to bugis and bras brasah complex to buy some stuff for RP biathlon with dear. they didn't have enough for me to buy.zzz. den had to order and den they will deliver to de nearest popular from me which is White Sands the popular lor. then they will call aft the order is ready for collection lor. Then i finally bought another berms.hahas. wanted to buy more clothes de. But i scared my wardrobe cannot fit le.hahas. so didnt buy. den on de way back to send dear to yishun. den tot of playing pool.hahas .. so headed down to OCC again to play 1hr of pool. hahas. cos Dear got family gathering. so i go home lor. My parents PS me. I said i wanted to have dinner with them yet they didnt wait for me.)= i don't even know is i got no time for them or i didn't bother to spend time withh them. HAIS!! Stoning now!!! 5th months anniversary coming in few hours time!!=D I LOVE YOU LOTS.!!!X3.





Current mood: tired and alittle dissapointed.

Some stuffs are not meant to be said in words. ): No comments on it.
Let's talk about today bahs. played basketball aft sch with manton, shawn, Zhi Bing and Jian Hao. But the indoor court was booked for a match between an outside team(most prob is Innova JC) and our sch the facis. didnt watch finish de match cos wanted to come hm early to have dinner. I was refeering the match for the second quarter. 1st Quarter did scorekeeping. But during playing match with some other ppl, i think i over-strain my thigh muscle and it is hurting now. Argh! hope for it to heal soon. Wanna play another time with ZB and C.O to train our muo qi.LOL. TIRED!!! How i wish i'm 18 soon. Then i can go clubbing and drinking with my 18 yrs old and above friends openly.!! ROFL!! Jian Hao KOR KOR!! i wan you bring me go clubbing openly when i man 18 kays!? hahas. off to an early rest and slp now!BYES~

Labels: Over-Reacting Sometimes~

Jus change blogskin. but i couldn't put my pictures in for my profile.zzz.but nvrm..kinda of like tis blogskin. HAHA. change it in class today during break. didnt went to eat. like as if i'm fasting.ROFL.
Today in class did communication practice module. Kinda of fun lahs. It was interesting. Today's topic was gossips and rumours, in other words- BITCHING!LOLS. I think our class is bonding le.hahas. had lots of laughter in class now le. hahas. nth to post le.Stop here.

Saying goodbye to you everyday seems so hard.x3





NBA MADNESS SINGAPORE TOUR 2008

I was busy during the weekends..Didnt even go sch on Friday. because i was so into "basketball" and i volunteer to help out for the NBA madness tour held in Marina Sqaure,Singapore. Nick Young from the Washington Wizards and the Orlando Magic Dance Team came down. It was fantastic lah. Can get so up close with them. But of cos i wan to get upclose with Nick Young. Cos he is an uprising star in the NBA. i had taken photos with him, let him autograph my working shirt sponsored by Adidas. ROFL!! I will pose all photos when i receive them frm my new found friends/sch mates/collegues. LOL. I had lots of fun with them though it is tired standing for so many hours lor. But we had fun for the whole three days. :D .

Back to sch tml and my new class le. time pass so fast. 1 wkends past like tis. yawns. wan slp soon. LEg pain,muscle ache,back ache....


i'm sorry i had neglected you for so long.X3





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SHOPPING SPREE IN HK!!!

I M BACK FROM HONG KONG.hahas. the weather was hot there and i wore shorts everyday which i was there. 1st day went to Ocean Park, played there the whole day, had blisters on my legs..zzzz... den went to SOGO and buy a pair of billabong slippers to save my leg and ease the pain.LOL.. 3rd-5th day i was shopping like hell.hahas. bought super lots of things. from head to toe oso got buy.LOL. i dyed my hair in HK too.LOLS. Change to a lighter tone..no more red le.. But was sad to hear frm yuru and co. that they call me an Ah Beng.zzz.. But anyway i enjoyed my trip and i dun wish to go into details as i m lacking of sleep. i reach singapore this morning yet i still go to sch. Cos i wanna see my new class. hahas. i think my new classmates are friendly bahs.hahas. take time to mingle abt and build friendship with them bahs. Off to slp le.. tired!!! Yawns~ Will post photos soon.

The 5 days without euu are miserable.