Life is in topsy turvy now.. Full of ups and downs.......
To: JH, i have thought before, but do u think it is still possible? Guess is too late le.. have no more courage, maybe would not have this chance anymore...hais...
feel emo sometimes this week, moodswing period is here again. sometimes will get emo and then keep quiet. nothing to talk and jus wanna listen to some music. :\ Dun wanna feel like this de..): but it jus cannot be helped... jus wanna numb myself and forget about anything, so to numb myself, i jus carry weights and train myself. it is tough, so i will force myself to complete it everyday, but the best thing is it will tire me out, numb my arms and make them shiver to the extent, even shivering or straining or pain, i jus carry out, the pain i feel is nothing compared to the one inside me which has not been gone yet.. so long yet unforgettable... i jus cant keep promises, i always break the promise i made to myself. Maybe i need more time.. signing off now..
delvyn @ Thursday, November 20, 2008;8:12:00 PM
