Quiet and reserved i shall be. When i'am alone, it feels great rather than emo-ing..hahas.. somehow, my mindset change, last time i wanted to have more friends around me. but now, i wanted to be alone. i dun mind being alone,on the way home, on the way to school.
Just with music, it will cure all loneliness. Especially Jay's music, jus love his music so much lah.. I guess time have really tell, i m jus a quiet person now, no more silly thoughts and emo-ing. even though, i know i m not de old self i use to be already. Not much laughter, oni stupid jokes and crap coming from my mouth -.- But i think i m getting used to it too. Seriously, i have been taking things to hard already, so i dun wanna think and say too much now. Everything shall only be reserved in my heart and mind only. Letting others know too much is off no use, when everyone is happy, i shall not dampen the spirits, everyone is going in pairs except for me being alone and i love it now :D
Holiday starts now!!! My plans is to go swimming, tanning, weights training and basketball. Nothing else other than these. hehe...
~~~~nothings gonna change it anymore~~~~
delvyn @ Friday, December 12, 2008;7:29:00 PM