Weekends is ardy here, but i dunno wad to do. Hais. Jus wanna stone at home. i think my life now is meaningless. Seriously. So little communication within my family, den no one to turn to. No one to talk to, no one to be my listening ear. No more. Jus felt different. even had no more confidence and mood to go training. zzz.. jus hopeless at time. some many lonely moments. walking to interchg alone, travelling home alone sometimes. jus dun like de feeling. )= but i think i must get to it. there are friends sometimes. but the feel is jus different from being with u. de freedom i had now compared to last time, but i have no idea whr to go, dunno how to spend it. jus let time fly pass me. what's left now is photos and memories.zzz.. i guess i dun do what i say bahs. wanna forget yet i cnt. the words i say when asked by friends whether i will forget and get over with it but i jus cannot do it. zz.. but think time will heal all wounds. Let's hope so. Anyway, sorry for the emo post.
delvyn @ Saturday, October 11, 2008;10:01:00 PM
