Bad Day

Had a freaking bad day today. UT was difficult. Today's module was complicated.

I was very pissed with myself. i didnt know what to do when i see u cry. i was at a loss. I m feeling very miserable when i see you like this. I dunno how to settle this and will get stressed up. I have not get a good nite slp since this week. Mayb it is a new enviroment for me. i think it is an excuse. cos i have been very stress on what to do to salvage tis r/s. I dun wanna end it. It is really painful when i feel that u have been cold towards me. I felt we are drifted apart. Keeping it in myself is really torturing. But i dun wanna let u know to let u feel hurt. When on my way home in the bus, i had a teary journey. My eyes were teary and thoughts ran wild in my mind. I didnt know what to do without you. I was reallie afraid losing you. Both of us need cooling down. Both of us need some time to think. But this is reallie a small matter. I jus wanna let u know i still love u alots. This feelings and happiness was not in my previous r/s. I hope we will still be together again. I'm nvr gonna give up on this r/s.

Labels: I dun wanna lose u.